Wednesday, June 22, 2011

mile marker

Out of all the reckless things I've done in my life, this is by far the scariest.

My therapist told me that an indicator of my healing progress will be if I am ever able to open to another human being again. With silent indignation I argued that sealing off and closing up is easier, albeit lonelier, but much easier.

I was right.
so was he.

I am making an effort.
I am uncomfortable and anxious in all the best ways.
I am terrified.
I am loving this.

For now just a quick one to exclaim what should be written with exclamation marks...

wish me and my little heart luck?


What do you think of what I think?

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