it's these bright October days that feel fast and slow all at once.
October is my month by which to mark the passing of time; that is, I can always tell the kind of year I'm going to have by the kind of October I have.
To quote a friend...
"It feels like I've been gone for a very long time and I just got back."
it has to do with this desire to learn about the world around me.
it has to do with being young and without the deep consequences of adulthood.
it has to do with knowing my body and my mind.
it's going to be a good year.